Where chaos stops and more chaos ensues. Where Filia plays the electric keyboard.
Where anything goes.
-//o_O\\7 *Home of the Awful, Mediocre and Pathetic* -//u_u\\7
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Where chaos stops and more chaos ensues. Where Filia plays the electric keyboard. Where anything goes. -//o_O\\7 *Home of the Awful, Mediocre and Pathetic* -//u_u\\7 |
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Friday, April 01, 2016 How do you deal with the problems of life except by just confronting them? Grasping the nettle, so to speak. And yet fear of rejection, regret, and the unknown is what holds us back. Sometimes it's simple enough to do what needs to be done. Say the words, write the letters, even typing e-mails and sending them around the world takes mere minutes. But it's overcoming that fear, the psychological barrier, which for some takes far longer. For all of their intellect and loquaciousness, ultimately it's the mind itself which is the weakness. It's easier to just step aside, look the other way, procrastinate, or throw up one's hands and say 'It would never have succeeded anyway'. It's a fair thought, after all, the chances of things in life ending in disaster are far higher than any hope of success. And so much easier, too, is looking back after years of this dreadful practice, feeling the crushing weight of regret at not having done more in earlier years, and not learning a thing from it by continuing to hesitate and shirk responsibility. Yes, the easy way out. And it's human nature to crave an easy life. Ah, and here I'd thought to eradicate the vestiges of what could be called humanity in myself. It can't possibly be anyone's fault but mine if I'm a shut-in, since I wouldn't have any idea who you are. posted by Charlotte | 11:25 pm (0) comments Wednesday, April 01, 2015 Seven updates, seven April Fool's days, seven years of being a fool. It's all the same now. The truth is, I think I've managed to overcome this troublesome new blogger interface and started a new blog, which I've kept near-constantly updated since the start of this year. I can't deny that there's been a modicum of enjoyment to it. But I won't be listing it here since it's completely unrelated. Nothing's related, anyway. This is a place of solitude. A celebration of it, or a denunciation of it. Make of it what you will. posted by Charlotte | 10:00 pm (0) comments Tuesday, April 01, 2014 Often, it doesn't matter how much effort you put into something. Once you cease doing it, its impact on your life completely vanishes. That is, except for the fact that you remember having done so, and this will be the one thing you never forget, which will haunt you until the end of your days. This would basically be the best way of describing my entire existence. I remember having lived. I never remember what exactly I did in life. I wish only that I could forget rather than remember with shame. How much better would it be, to be reborn into an exciting new world every day? And let's not get started on what people remember about each other. posted by Charlotte | 7:15 pm (0) comments Monday, April 01, 2013 So I tried to start a new blog. It was fun for a while but then I realised I was spending too much time just reading my words over and over. The last straw was Blogger forcing us to use the 'new' interface, which I really despise, so I had to put it down. On another note I have read a total of four of the books that I said I would read. At least I tried. posted by Charlotte | 5:30 pm (0) comments Sunday, April 01, 2012 Here are ten things from my reading list: We (Yevgeny Zamyatin) 1066 and All That The Prince Leviathan On War The Art of War The Cheese and the Worms Day of the Triffids Eats Shoots and Leaves Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde The Canterbury Tales Next step? Try to take over the world! I've been very busy, yes. And more so when I've finished my work. posted by Charlotte | 11:24 pm (0) comments Friday, April 01, 2011 Okay, that's it. This place is dead. This place is finished. This place is unequivocally, finally, over! Well, things have really changed so much. I can't even think about ten desires for the future that were the same as last years'. Like, I wanted to start a political blog, but not knowing anything about HTML makes it impossible to create something which would be worth noting even if I'm offering the substance of material to blather on and on about. In other matters, I normally consider myself quite impervious to physical practical jokes, especially on such days as when you would expect one, but today I somewhat unrepentantly fell for one and had a good laugh about it afterwards. Times, they are a-changing. Maybe I'll create something new in the future, perhaps when I'm not so obsessed about playing computer games. That's something that hasn't changed. posted by Charlotte | 9:39 pm (0) comments Thursday, April 01, 2010 Wow, I'm surprised this place still exists. I'm surprised blogger still exists. I'm surprised, in general. I don't understand why I don't simply delete this page. Maybe because I use it instead of a "Favourites" list. Maybe because it has a lot of valuable rotten past deeds on it. Maybe because I'm a idiot. Anyway, since I'm a idiot, I will practice my transcription skills. This is NOT original work. セーント・アンドルーズに捧げるチャルロットのうた セーント・アンドルーズ、セーント・アンドルーズ、セーント・アンドルーズはいい所だよ。 ちゃんと捕虜の俺にご飯をくれるし、イギリスみたいに不味くない。 ソーセージ、チーズ、すっごく美味しいよ、 犬にとっては天国、それがセーント・アンドルーズ。 でも、スコト人なんでみんないかついの、威圧感で潰されそうだよ。 俺のハート俺怖くて涙でちゃうよ。姉ちゃんもでかいよ。 ビール樽を毎日破裂させるのは趣味だよ？ あと大群で俺んちに押し寄せないで。観光客は怖すぎるの。 スコト子は俺よりでかくて逞しいの。ヒャッホウ！ After checking, I made 5 mistakes only. Yay me. posted by Charlotte | 11:20 pm (0) comments Wednesday, April 01, 2009 Here's one of the few pieces of original fiction that I have actually written since a very long time. Unfortunately it all came out as a massive wall of text and I couldn't be bothered to edit it. Since I don't think Lorem Ipsum is exactly the paragon of fiction (perhaps it was, many years ago, but not now) I shan't even leave that here. Nah, read for yourself. http://www.srcf.ucam.org/curs/wiki.pl?SilentCity/TheDayBefore posted by Charlotte | 11:42 pm (0) comments Disclaimer : The Slayers and Filia Ul Copt and all images thereof are the property of Hajime Kanzaka and Rui Araizumi. I don't own any of them, although if I had a choice I would want Filia ... ~//n_n\\7 |
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